Let me catch you all up to date with current events and such that I should bring up. I am living at house now. I moved out of my house because of some personal issues with my "family", so I asked to see if I can move in, and in a small matter of time I was living in the room next to his. I do not know how long I will be staying, but as for now it is a permanent set up (permanent meaning more than a year or two) provided things work out well (They are so far). I've been attending my first semester at Wake Tech. accomplishing 3 classes, this summer I'm going to take a break and possibly look for a job. When Fall comes around I will be taking around 5 classes, and starting my Simulation and Game Development program, which is an associates degree program. When I finish the program, I will most likely take some classes that are more transferable in case I want to go to a university. All I know is, I am going to enjoy this program, and I really feel that is hard to find a job. I keep getting mixed messages from family and friends about getting a job. I don't know how to feel, I wouldn't feel like a bum, I have some money from financial aid, but its for transportation and college. I would rather work on my art and games this summer, try and put a real focus in it but I'm not sure, I guess that's what a mooch would say . I feel like that is what I am, and I hear my friends are trying to get a job or have one, and then I feel odd because I don't have one, like I'm not getting anywhere because I don't have one, or immature because of that reason. I really shouldn't, a lot of people in my condition do not have a job, but there is pressure behind this concept. As far as personal life goes, I've been in and out of being depressed, long nights staying up in my room and thinking about things. In the future, in a more current future that is, I will be working on a secret project that is of the comic variety, I am not going to elaborate at the moment, for things change, but it is something I hope to accomplish. In other current future events, the game Obzorb and possibly PEM (from its long delay) should be posted up on the Lost Planet website, completion is soon, school always gets in the way, but I promise to myself, and to those who will enjoy these games or have hope for the studio, -I will work harder-. If this is my goal in life then I can't skimp on any details, or keep pulling it by a string, I need to work hard for it. I could use some inspiration, but you know, I think I can do it with out it, I just need a history book, and nature, it seems to provided logic to imagination. That is all for now.